Welcome to Sixth Hell, Oops..

Welcome to Sixth hell, Ah, I mean Semester. Welcome to sixth semester. Well, I have no intention to write about how hard it will be. Because this is only a month to go. I felt on fire at first meeting, because I met new lecturers. Not really new lecturers but I have never been taught by them. There was Mr. Mun**r, who is really demanding, yet a professional one. I like the way he explained the materials, but some other time he was really annoying. He was organized and really a detailed person. He loved checking and analyzing. He loved numbers certainly. 

It's not easy semester. I also have to pass certain programs. English community is one of them, I need to be able to pass 5 level in order to write a thesis. I do not know why I need to do so. I have already passed Speaking class with good grade. Then, what is the point to do this? I'd love to do some complains about it, but, yeah, I have no intention and motivation to do so, since there were not any friends who supported me. Huhu, poor me~ 

Besides, I have to do observation in order to pass a subject called PPP. I maybe not a really-smart-and-intelligent-and-diligent student. But, surely I need to pass this subject. I need observing the atmosphere of classroom while teaching learning process, making lesson plan, and without any doubt teaching in the class for several days. Teaching? Do I really need to do this? Fine, I'm a teacher soon to be. Yet, I have no motivation. God, please help me. T_T

And also, welcome home Mr. San**. He taught Assessment last semester. He caused chaos in the end of semester. Some students was failed in his subject. Not only one or two students, there was approximately ten students. Yeah, little bit chaos in that time. Luckily I was survived. This semester, he was a nightmare too. He's taught us classroom action research. He was fun and understandable when he was teaching. But very surprising in the end of story. Hurr..

Another subject that is really scary is Statistics, it's little bit nostalgic, yet intimidating.  

In the first sentence I wrote 'have no intention to write how hard it will be' yet in the end I conclude this is it. This is slightly overwhelming. I know. 

Yeah, whatever it may take, I will do my best this semester. Hopefully I can survive. Aamiin. Ganbatte kudasai!!